NaturallyResilient

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I have felt at least 3 energy shifts this year (2009).

One occurred in February. This may sound like an odd thing for a 50 year old to think but here goes. I shifted from a lifetime of feeling I was a child pretending to be an adult in an adult world and being afraid I would be found out, to feeling I was an adult and just as important and competent as the next person. That was a major shift and it came suddenly, but it also came with a lot of anguish, like giving birth.

A second one occurred in early October. All of a sudden I started feeling I could talk to people about what I did without feeling apologetic. A week later I even initiated conversations with 6 people at a networking meeting. This was something that use to be agonizing for me as people would look at me weird and I would feel like they were trying to get away from me. But now it was easy and felt normal and the people sounded interested and interesting. May be the feeling that they were trying to get away was just my projection on to them of my wanting to get away.

The third shift was about 10 days after the second one. That night I asked my guides to take me, help me and calm me as I had had many weeks of poor sleep because I would wake in the middle of the night in panic about money, bills etc. I woke the next morning after a restful night. I felt different. I felt that what was now important was my work, my actions, not my bank account. Money is not that important, it should not have such a control on me and I relinquished that control.

It is our society that places such a meaning on money. That will never do. We are not to be controlled by such a superficial idea. We are meant to live our lives and do what we came to this world to do. I am who I am not because of money but because of what I do, how I act, where I am lead and I must do what I am born to do and not be corrupted by the system.

Live a life of greater meaning and purpose.