NaturallyResilient

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I feel as though I am being given opportunities to practice trust. I have always thought of myself as a trusting individual, but lately I realize I am not. I do not trust the future. In not trusting the future, the path I am on, I am saying I do not trust God, I do not trust my choices, I do not trust myself.

Every thing is a reflection of yourself and where you are in life. If I can not trust ‘fate’ or ‘the Universe’ or ‘God’, that is just a mirror of not being able to trust myself. If I can not trust myself, no wonder I am worried about the future.

That reminds me of the movie Forrest Gump (Sapphire Series) [Blu-ray]. He was a person who did not worry. He had a lot of things that happened to him that could have been big areas for worry but the character was incapable of worry and it all worked out for him. But will it all work out for me? I think a lot of people are in the same area that I am, worried about what might happen, what could be, and of course all of it negative.

The ‘law of attraction’ says you get what you concentrate on, more to be worried about. I can swing my mood around and be very positive for a while but then like a rubber band I snap back to my old ways. I wish I could just be positive for a whole year and see what happens. I know that when I am positive, life seems to go a little smoother, I don’t get ruffled as easily. I will work on it.